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demon!dean goes back in time to taunt dean in his dreams. It’s only in the moment that he realizes that, in a prisoner of azkaban style twist, he had been confronting his future self all along in 3x10 “dream a little dream of me”

Canon things in Supernatural we should never forget



  • Dean was very good at wrestling 
  • Sam had a magic phase 
  • Dean liked/likes to wear women’s underwear 
  • Sam had been bullied and was a bully 
  • John Winchester used to go to sleep listening to a music box
  • Sam is really good at poker 
  • Sam and Dean liked superheros growing up and used to pretend to be them
  • Dean likes black licorice
  • Cas can tell infections by smelling a person/body
  •  Bobby liked to get Pedicures 
  • John Winchester was neglectful 
  • Dean’s birthday as a human was January 24th, 2014. He was 35. 
  • The last episode with Chuck in it he disappeared in a puff of white smoke. No confirmed Death.
  • Sam has been married once
  • Jimmy’s daughter is still alive
  • Dean watches soap operas
  • Dean walked in on Sam watching Casa Erotica
  • Almost every male character in the show that hes been in the show for 3+ episodes have been alcoholic
  • Dean can play guitar
  • The Winchester brothers watch Game of Thrones
  • Sam is worthy enough to hold Mjolnir  
  • Sam and Dean share a heaven 
  • we have no knowledge of where Jesse the antichrist is 
  • Sam and Dean have not celebrated Christmas since 2007
  • Dean’s allergic to cats
  • 3/4 of the immediate Winchester family have made deals with demons. 2/4 have been possessed by demons. 1/4 have slept with a demon
  • Dean has had at least one child
  • Sam has had 2 STDs, both of which were given (and taken away by) supernatural creatures
  • Sam has had more foreign souls and supernatural creatures inside his meat suit than and other character in Supernatural
  • Crowley owns the Moon
  •  Adam said yes. It is unclear if his soul was present in his body when Sam, Lucifer and Michael dived into the Cage though it is likely
  • Sam’s room at the bunker has a tv in it
  • Dean is scared of flying, Sam is scared of clowns 

Sam and Dean do not share a heaven.

Sam and Dean do not share a heaven.


*breathes heavily*.

Dark Side of the Moon is one of my favorite (and imho, most painful) SPN episodes, but one I feel gets greatly overlooked in fandom. And I know that I’ve seen more and better meta on this subject before, but it’s something people frequently mis-state (like the fandom ‘fact’ that Dean was born on a Thursday), and it makes me froth at the mouth every time.

When the boys die in DSOTM, Sam is shot first. If Sam and Dean shared a heaven, this would mean that Dean, dying second, should immediately go into the shared heaven with Sam. This is not what happens; Dean ends up in the Impala, alone. He steps outside into a memory; this first heaven Dean experiences is the fireworks with teenage Sam while he himself is an adult. If that was RealSam, not SimulcraSam, Sam would have been his adult self experiencing the memory with Dean. Dean remembers the shooting and ends up alone in the Impala again; not in the Impala with Sam. If Sam and Dean shared a heaven, Sam would be with Dean both times waking up in the Impala. He is not. The thirteen year old Sam Dean sees is SimulcraSam.

Cas speaks to Dean. Dean drives, and finds the Real Sam, sitting as an adult in the place he would have sat as a youngster, enjoying Thanksgiving. Exactly as Dean was in the place he would have been as a youngster with SimulcraSam in the fireworks memory, meaning that yes: if the fireworks Sam had been Real Sam, he would have been his adult self.

The episode continues from there and makes crystal clear that the boys do not share a heaven. Their memories are separate and distinct. Mary in Dean’s heaven cannot see or hear Sam, which hardly sounds like an experience that would be heaven for Sam Winchester.Indeed, some of the ‘heaven’ memories are each others worst memories (the night Sam leaves for Stanford would not, in any world, be a part of Dean’s heaven; nor would the two weeks Sam ran away to Flagstaff). 

They visit each others ‘heaven’ memories. They don’t share a damned heaven. 

/end rant






but hey!! at least now dean and cas can not-grow-old together

lol stolen grace remember

dean’s immortal now, but cas will burn out.


I feel like Buffy Summers and Dean Winchester would be best friends.

Dean: So you're Chosen too, huh?
Buffy: Yep. A bunch of old men played God a zillion years ago, and here I am.
Dean: I know that feel.
Buffy: Oh well. It could be worse. I kind of enjoy killing things.
Dean: It's really good stress relief. If only we could just stick with killing monsters, right?
Buffy: I know. One day it's "kill vampires", the next you're sacrificing yourself for your younger sibling.
Dean: And then they bring you back from the dead!
Buffy: You too, huh?
Dean: Crawled my way out of a grave.
Buffy: Sucks, doesn't it?
Dean: And then I got back to find out that the person closest to me was doing sketchy, addicting things to become more powerful, all in the name of the greater good.
Buffy: Let me guess, he tried to start an apocalypse?
Dean: Not TRIED to start so much as-- wait, how'd you know?
Buffy: Been there, done that. Man, next thing you'll tell me someone close to you lost their soul and tried to kill people you loved.
Dean: Dude. This is eerie. Next thing you'll be telling me you have a red-headed computer-hacking lesbian unofficial sister.
Buffy: ...um....
Dean: .....Are you my alternate universe parallel?
Buffy: No, the only alternate universe I've been in, they told me my life was all fiction. And not even good fiction.
Dean: ...We should hang out.
Buffy: Definitely.
Dean: Decapitate some vampires.
Buffy: Sounds good.
Dean: Are you seeing anyone?
Buffy: No, but I'm not over this guy in a big coat who I hated for a while and was an enemy but then came over to our side because he fell in love with me, and then later he betrayed me and it was awful, but then he really did feel bad about it and tried and make up for it and he died saving the world but then came back only he never calls me.
Dean: .....
Buffy: .....







these two have stopped the apocalypse like 4 times and it is this easy to casually sneak up behind and taze them

Okay, but like, the more you watch it, the funnier it gets. Like there’s the obivous: their fucking faces. But then Sam’s gunshot? Like what were you trying to shoot, Sam? And then he just collapses dramatically like, ‘Why, gun?? You have failed me.’ 

and then there’s dean who’s just like “neeghhh I have accepted my fate”

and then there’s sam who’s like “ugh not again”


[Move Bitch plays in background]






this makes me sad.. he was such a bad father..

I hated it when John talked to Dean

And the thing about this moment that gets to me so much — John is mad at Sam, so he takes it out on Dean in a petty way. In an episode that was about replaying patterns of their family life, that was a very telling note. Insulting/belittling Dean is John’s way of letting off steam after a frustrating conversation with his other son.

And what’s telling about that is that John raised Dean to be perfectly obedient and not to talk back; so when he’s taking his anger out on Dean it’s because he knows that Dean won’t say anything.  It’s the horrible parent equivalent of punching a pillow when you’re angry- except that in this case the pillow can actually feel all of the blows that land on it.

It’s also John’s way of blaming Dean for Sam’s insolence — for saying that Dean did an inadequate job of raising Sam, because Sam doesn’t respect John. Because Sam sees Dean in the father role, when John intended for Dean to be the mother.

When John says this to Dean, he isn’t talking about the Impala at all, he’s talking about Sam. He wouldn’t have given Sam to Dean if he’d known Dean was going to ruin him.


happy valentine’s day wee heeee~~~~~ “ヽ(´▽`)ノ”

inspiration x




Let’s talk about Dean’s reflexes + knife throwing skills tho…

ahem, I’d call that ‘natural abilities enhanced by the mark of cain’ line brand  name “Darling Dean, Killing Machine”

was anyone else impressed  but also really nervous about this? 









the last one though… two girls and a guy walk by at the same time and whose ass did he stare at? 

  1. Checking for the guy’s birthmark
  2. He wanted Sam
  3. Chubby cupid makes him uncomfortable
  4. Belittling Castiel’s earnestness
  5. Fanboying
  6. There are a number of stoner references in regard to Dean, this is one
  7. Licks his lips when he looks at Sam too
  8. Crossdressing =/= gay
  9. I got nothing here

9. ‘Omfg that’s a World War II soldier omfg I’m in 1944!’

Yeah, this points out quite clearly how NONE of these moments are conclusive evidence of bisexuality in Dean. And how some of them AREN’T actually evidence of it.

In fact, looking at everything in a list like this makes me doubt if we really have much evidence at all. Only 9 moments? At least 2 of which don’t count? No, 3 I’d say (#4, #7 and #8).


I mean, I still can’t shake the feeling there’s more to Dean’s sexuality than straight, I’m not drawing a thick black canon line through that possibility, but… the evidence seems thinner and thinner the more I think about it atm…

Just for the record, I hate doing this. 

1. They had already conclusively identified the guy with the cards in his wallet. Dean was looking at the birthmark on his penis for kicks. And he took a nice long look, then complimented the guy. 

2. Dean didn’t want Sammy. He wanted someone like a brother, without all the complications. The Siren was a distinctly sexual creature, created in each scenario to be the perfect sexual and personality match for the victim. In every case. The victim’s significant other was not always sexual (ie that one dude’s mom) but the victim’s relationship with the siren always was. Also, the siren was nothing like Sammy in personality or appearance.

3. No one else had a problem not looking at chubby cupid’s chubby.

4. Dean uses specific barbs to get under people’s skins this episode. With Bobby, it was “You’re not my father”. With Sam it was about their brotherhood and trust issues. With Castiel, it’s a sexual come-on. Okay? Okay. That means he both recognizes Cas’ attraction to him and knows how to play it.

5. Dean is a blushing fan girl, who classifies Dr Sexy as sexy because he wears cowboy boots. Dean has a western fetish. Dean doesn’t classify Dr Sexy as sexy to some people, he just classifies him as sexy. Sam is not impressed.

6. Dean forms strong emotional attachments to men very quickly. This guy looked a lot like Cas, and Dean spent the whole season mourning Cas. This is not evidence of bisexuality — or any sexuality — but rather is evidence of Dean’s need for someone to fill the emotional intimacy Cas left void when he died.

7. Dean has specific, sexual body language when he’s interacting with Cas. True, Jensen is a lip-licker. But there are not only various ways to lick your lips — some of which are truly sexual — but there’s also all the other behavior going on in that gif. His realization  of what he’s doing, of Cas tracking the movement, his shifty eyes when he checks around in embarrassment to see if anyone noticed. Don’t downplay the body language, because they took several takes of these things and actors are trained to be conscious of their bodies while being honest in a scene (hence screen actors actually taking into account eye placement inspired by sense memories as opposed to imaginary scenarios). This had to get by the director, producer, and editing team. It’s in there deliberately. It didn’t need to be. But it is. For what reason? We get to decide.

8. Crossdressing does not equal gay, but it kinda does in Dean Winchester’s mind. He repeatedly equates the effeminate (or what he thinks is effeminate, which is a ton of things including feelings and probably vegetables) to homosexuality. He’s also suffering from a little bit of gender dysphoria, because he’s attracted to several things that he or someone in his life deemed unmasculine (such as liking ballet movies and wearing ladies underwear). In the fairy tale episode, when confronted with a frog, Dean assumes he’s going to have to take on the female role, bite the bullet and kiss it — so he preemptively says no way, Jose. But it is just one of the ways in which Dean’s defensiveness springs not from an outward attack on his masculinity, but from his inner insecurities. When he is trying to trip up Sam by preying on masculine insecurities “Sam wears women’s underwear!” “Is this yours? [holds up a bra]” it’s projection: Dean wears women’s underwear. And liked it. And he never got over it, whether or not it’s important to us. It says nothing factual to us about his sexuality, but it says a lot to Dean himself.

9. Dean doesn’t have to eye the guy up and down and give him a hi, howyadoin’ smile there. He’s obviously impressed by the guy’s uniform — but, um, you know who else is really impressed by a guy in uniform? Anyone who has a kink for uniforms, or authority. Just sayin’. And again, body language. There are ways to check out an impressive uniform without seeming sexual. This is not one of the ways to do that.

10. There was no 10 but I’m adding it. Did we forget about the boner already? How about the fact that Dean’s supposedly uncomfortable with Cas sharing close physical space with him, but then gets all up into Cas’? How about the fact that Cas can paw through his bag and duffel and Dad’s journal, but the minute he wants to crash in their room, Dean gets super uncomfortable? (Hint: platonic best friends don’t care if you sleep on their floor while their sibling is in the room. Or if you choose to stay up and watch silent tv or read a book while they sleep.) How about the way Dean OBVIOUSLY checks out Cas in scene after scene, stands like 2cm away, and initiates serious heart-to-hearts again and again — something he loathes to do, even with Sammy? 

Or how about the fact that Jensen implied Dean used to turn tricks? How about Jeffery’s monologue at Dean about his relationship with the demon being a parallel to Dean’s own state (obviously with his angel, come on, so blatant)? Or how about the fact that he stared at Emmanuel with practically no reservation, just like, awe and heartbreak, and asked repeatedly about his “wife”, like he couldn’t believe it? How about the fact when Meg says, “You go talk to him, he was your boyfriend first” Dean not only doesn’t object, he goes and talks to him

Sorry, if this post is trying to convince me that Dean’s not got at least a little something going for dudes, and Castiel in particular, you’re not convincing. 

THANK YOU SO MUCH. I wanted to add something like that when I saw this post on my dash earlier, but I’m so crappy at putting my thoughts into words. I sincerely couldn’t have said it better than you did.

Reblogging for the last two comments!